<body> Psychomantium of the mind; To see, to write.
Beyond the mirror, beyond Oceanus

lies the ever elusive yet inevitable realm of Elysium. Attainable before the passing, yet only via the reflections of our inner thoughts. For only within can we find true redemption or true death. In the twilight hours before our time, we would thus pen and construct, a psychomantium of regret and forlorn hope, the leavings of many a consciousness.

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    Brushes- 1| 2

    Tuesday, July 31, 2007


    CAN YALL LIKE HELP KEEP THIS SITE ALIVE!!! RAWR!

    Appraisal

    It's raining, why doesn't the ground get wet?
    Crystals halt in mid air, tears adrift.
    Has time stopped?

    An accomplice for show, "what's the time?" you ask.
    Look at him, the display is the answer.
    Do not trust him though.

    He has forgotten to move, lost his will.
    Yet he knows his purpose, yet chooses not?
    Or is he too apathetic, lacking strength in mind.

    I guess the batteries are out, got to wind it up.
    They mock him, "USELESS!" they yell.
    Why is it so?

    Its platinum! We all know, We can see
    All so obviously! It's worth a million some say
    You know it's priceless.

    Still people laugh, but it is finally wound.
    Manual though, but works alright.
    Now its ticking, watch
    you'r back.




    Just to reiterate, there are no typos of any sort! ITS MEANT LIKE THAT! guess! :)



    -CYNNN

    beauty is as beauty does; we write what we think

    Thursday, July 26, 2007




    The Fireplace

    Smoldering desire for you
    Here right beside me.
    As I stare at the crackling fireplace

    Flames dancing wildly
    Wisps of smoke spiraling in the air
    And a sip of soothing Chamomile tea

    All by myself
    With the soft orange glow
    Illuminating the dimly lit room

    A fusion of loneliness, and tiredness
    Deep in the core of my psyche
    Like paint forcefully mixed
    Into a single drably colour

    I felt myself sinking deeper
    Into sub consciousness.
    Your presence lingers.
    I feel your warmth.
    As the chilly winds howl outside.

    I am in utopia
    Emotions transcending time
    And colossal distances
    Defying reality

    In this sleep, I’ll remain satisfied.
    Never wanting to wake up again

    To what is a nightmare in reality.

    ~A Guest~

    beauty is as beauty does; we write what we think




    Bridges

    Bridges are like relationships
    Bridges are built
    Bridges are burnt
    And some bridges are simply forgotten

    Some bridges get upgraded
    Some bridges get destroyed
    Some bridges are unfortunately left to corrode with time



    The orange ball of flame illuminating the sky
    Setting gradually over the horizon
    As darkness creeps across the land
    In a distance, lies the shadow of an old wooden bridge
    Spanning across the vast canyon

    On the other side,
    Exists a world of light and vibrancy
    Where grand bridges multiply
    Creating a huge network of land masses

    Here, remains a lone abandoned bridge
    In a world of darkness and solitude

    Time and distance
    Wind and rain
    Pounding Heavily
    Eroding Slowly
    The very foundation of this wooden bridge

    Ropes are frayed
    Planks are rotten
    History of a bridge
    Once used frequently,
    But, never ever maintained.


    No! This bridge is not broken
    It’s just forgotten…
    Is there hope for a come back?
    Only time will tell…


    Girl, tell me…
    Will you ever cross this bridge again?
    I’m waiting…
    For the sun to rise once more.


    ~A Guest~




    beauty is as beauty does; we write what we think





    Autumn Leaves

    Grey, overcast sky
    Chilly winds howling vehemently
    Silhouette of a single maple tree looming
    Stretching out for the non-existent sun

    Now, laden with dark, withering leaves
    Rustling with each blow
    The struggle to hold on proved futile.
    The burden was way too heavy.

    Brown pieces falling in unison…
    Spiraling downwards to the grave
    Where all would rot into the ground
    And the cycle repeats…

    I stretched out my hand…
    A privileged piece descended onto my palm…
    I caressed through the creases
    And placed it close to my heart

    A silent vow on my part
    Whenever you fall
    I will be there to support you
    Amidst all conditions
    Good or bad.



    ~A Guest~

    beauty is as beauty does; we write what we think



    Grief,there's nothing wrong.
    Sorrow,there's nothing wrong.
    Contempt justifies and comforts but it is
    alcohol.
    Accepting,
    accepting the rain and scorching sun in the course of time
    and hope.


    ---Jia Xin

    beauty is as beauty does; we write what we think

    Monday, July 16, 2007


    AFTER SUCH A LONG REST, WE SHLD START POSTIN AGN!!! RAWR!

    updating yall with some of the poems i've written for nikki beh!!first is,

    Abhorrence

    Enslaved, asphyxiating
    In superflous schadenfreude.
    Beholding the life phlebotomize from you,
    Trickles of contentment released through my pores.
    Inundating in nectareous rancor,
    Imbibing your perspirations of proliferating sorrow,
    Indulging in your poignancy.

    Orgasm which knows no bounds actualized
    .


    NEXT UP IS


    Me, US, none.

    Emerging from solitude, my world of zen,
    Suddenly submerged into the system.
    Forced into a facade,
    Of Pollyannaism.

    Crushed of all my features,
    I smile because I have to
    .


    AND LASTLY IS


    Dare

    You consider,
    It feels safe enough.
    You struggle,
    Sometimes, all seems tough.
    You back off,
    You want to give up.

    Life, live it.




    THAT'S IT! hahahaha!! tryin out the last few lines thingy for some effect!! the first one was just fun to write.. like REALLY fun!! haha. The second one was thought thru a teensie weensie bit, and the last one was right off my head! HAHA ENJOY!!! :))

    REVIVE THIS BLOG BABEH!

    CYNNN

    beauty is as beauty does; we write what we think

    Tuesday, July 10, 2007


    Aspiration is not the battle of 'survival' to be
    the Queen Bee.
    -Jia Xin

    beauty is as beauty does; we write what we think

    Monday, July 9, 2007


    Sight bites.
    Perception bisects; dissects
    Clarity tears
    It strips, rips
    Cuts us in twain; leaves us in vain
    Better the murmuring madness
    Murky murder
    That maims; tames pain
    As the snake trainer tames
    His own constrictor.

    been a while. Raphire here.

    beauty is as beauty does; we write what we think