Psychomantium of the mind; To see, to write.

2008-01-27T07:04:00.000-08:00

2007-10-01T10:27:00.000-07:00

Knives

Beep Beep, stab stab.
Ouch! Backache!
Oh wait, didn't see those flying over

Did you throw em?
Oh dear, it was long in there.
Didn't feel it till now.

Woops. Guess thats it!
Bleeding it is!
But why the smile?

Tears of joy?
Unexplainable pain. Or hate?
Probably hate.

Still smiling! Still flowing...
Hurting, yet...
Enlightenment.

Shucks. Finally realised.
Such a fool i was!
They were knives! Not pats on the back!

Drip. Pain.
Cry. Smile.
Dying.

Dreams & Truth

2007-08-17T20:42:00.000-07:00

Dreams,Truth

I seek a dream,

where my mind soars---

in colours,possibilities.

The human touch ignities me,

makes me feel alive.

Breaking,

breaking through!

I see a world

infinite---

of colours,dreams,likeness.

My mind cautions me:

Slowly,its steep!

This likeness may not be.

I seek a dream,dreams.

I seek Truth.

Dreams which are not Truth

I cannot,must not

embrace.

---Jia Xin

saded

2007-08-15T07:20:00.001-07:00

Broken

Friends forever. You told me that.
Its really aching, look, a stray cat.
Purring as it goes, bleeding as i.. nevermind,
Why did it end this way, did you start out with this in mind?

First day, your looks hid your self.
I thought you were others, i was wrong.
Well, i THOUGHT i was wrong, was i?
Nope, not after what you did to me.

I was right all along. I never trusted myself.
People say "my heart is aching", I never believed in that.
How wrong could i be?...
Very.

Its like some void, I feel my whole life being sucked in.
Watch out for the kitten's claws. You don't see them?
Oh wait, i forgot, it is always hidden.
It doesn't merely scratch by the way, it tears.

Right open in the middle.

It sounds dramatic, but this time, my heart is glass.
She grabbed it right out through the flesh.
Smashed it out of anger, or so she says.
Kitty kitty, ARE YOU MAD?

A glass globe turned upside down.
"Fuck you", the little figure in it yells.
It hurts..
Really.

I see you again.
I.....

Cry.

-Cynnn

wootzers

2007-08-06T08:59:00.000-07:00

Quietus

Through half-opened eyes I viewed
The empty plains and endless hills

A prayer, engraved upon my headstone
On the sublime mountains I climbed
In search of another view.

Solitairy footsteps I found
Upon the beach

Yet the sand beneath my feet
I stirred, no longer.

Boundless ocean-sky
Of oil and canvas
Of such similarity
Yet of such difference.
Embracing the horizon
Yet eternally parallel.

A song that beckons
Beyond that sea of unconsciousness
That resounds through time and space
A beautifully cruel melody

The sounds of sadness
That accompanies us at our birth
At our death
A requiem
For the minute speck of existence

I gaze at the cloudless sky
Where art thou, nimbus?
Lest thou seekest same as mine?

victor-y
Aaaaaa. Still waiting for my lit journal. rawr.
-Schmier

2007-08-06T07:43:00.000-07:00

Porcelain in the ashes

I am in pain but calm comes,
liberates my heart.
Everytime
my spirit soothed.
Silence that does not bite,
and pushes not your heart.
I shall stare the thorn in the eye,
in the eye.
Immovable perhaps
but my spirit is alive.

---Jia Xin

LATEST

2007-07-31T03:10:00.000-07:00

CAN YALL LIKE HELP KEEP THIS SITE ALIVE!!! RAWR!

Appraisal

It's raining, why doesn't the ground get wet?
Crystals halt in mid air, tears adrift.
Has time stopped?

An accomplice for show, "what's the time?" you ask.
Look at him, the display is the answer.
Do not trust him though.

He has forgotten to move, lost his will.
Yet he knows his purpose, yet chooses not?
Or is he too apathetic, lacking strength in mind.

I guess the batteries are out, got to wind it up.
They mock him, "USELESS!" they yell.
Why is it so?

Its platinum! We all know, We can see
All so obviously! It's worth a million some say
You know it's priceless.

Still people laugh, but it is finally wound.
Manual though, but works alright.
Now its ticking, watch
you'r back.

Just to reiterate, there are no typos of any sort! ITS MEANT LIKE THAT! guess! :)

-CYNNN

The fireplace

2007-07-26T05:26:00.000-07:00

The Fireplace

Smoldering desire for you
Here right beside me.
As I stare at the crackling fireplace

Flames dancing wildly
Wisps of smoke spiraling in the air
And a sip of soothing Chamomile tea

All by myself
With the soft orange glow
Illuminating the dimly lit room

A fusion of loneliness, and tiredness
Deep in the core of my psyche
Like paint forcefully mixed
Into a single drably colour

I felt myself sinking deeper
Into sub consciousness.
Your presence lingers.
I feel your warmth.
As the chilly winds howl outside.

I am in utopia
Emotions transcending time
And colossal distances
Defying reality

In this sleep, I’ll remain satisfied.
Never wanting to wake up again
To what is a nightmare in reality.

~A Guest~

Bridges

2007-07-26T05:22:00.000-07:00

Bridges

Bridges are like relationships
Bridges are built
Bridges are burnt
And some bridges are simply forgotten

Some bridges get upgraded
Some bridges get destroyed
Some bridges are unfortunately left to corrode with time

The orange ball of flame illuminating the sky
Setting gradually over the horizon
As darkness creeps across the land
In a distance, lies the shadow of an old wooden bridge
Spanning across the vast canyon

On the other side,
Exists a world of light and vibrancy
Where grand bridges multiply
Creating a huge network of land masses

Here, remains a lone abandoned bridge
In a world of darkness and solitude

Time and distance
Wind and rain
Pounding Heavily
Eroding Slowly
The very foundation of this wooden bridge

Ropes are frayed
Planks are rotten
History of a bridge
Once used frequently,
But, never ever maintained.

No! This bridge is not broken
It’s just forgotten…
Is there hope for a come back?
Only time will tell…

Girl, tell me…
Will you ever cross this bridge again?
I’m waiting…
For the sun to rise once more.

~A Guest~

Autumn leaves

2007-07-26T05:01:00.000-07:00

Autumn Leaves

Grey, overcast sky
Chilly winds howling vehemently
Silhouette of a single maple tree looming
Stretching out for the non-existent sun

Now, laden with dark, withering leaves
Rustling with each blow
The struggle to hold on proved futile.
The burden was way too heavy.

Brown pieces falling in unison…
Spiraling downwards to the grave
Where all would rot into the ground
And the cycle repeats…

I stretched out my hand…
A privileged piece descended onto my palm…
I caressed through the creases
And placed it close to my heart

A silent vow on my part
Whenever you fall
I will be there to support you
Amidst all conditions
Good or bad.

~A Guest~

2007-07-26T00:34:00.000-07:00

Grief,there's nothing wrong.
Sorrow,there's nothing wrong.
Contempt justifies and comforts but it is
alcohol.
Accepting,
accepting the rain and scorching sun in the course of time
and hope.

---Jia Xin

REVIVAL!!!

2007-07-16T08:12:00.000-07:00

AFTER SUCH A LONG REST, WE SHLD START POSTIN AGN!!! RAWR!

updating yall with some of the poems i've written for nikki beh!!first is,

Abhorrence

Enslaved, asphyxiating
In superflous schadenfreude.
Beholding the life phlebotomize from you,
Trickles of contentment released through my pores.
Inundating in nectareous rancor,
Imbibing your perspirations of proliferating sorrow,
Indulging in your poignancy.

Orgasm which knows no bounds actualized.

NEXT UP IS

Me, US, none.

Emerging from solitude, my world of zen,
Suddenly submerged into the system.
Forced into a facade,
Of Pollyannaism.

Crushed of all my features,
I smile because I have to.

AND LASTLY IS

Dare

You consider,
It feels safe enough.
You struggle,
Sometimes, all seems tough.
You back off,
You want to give up.

Life, live it.

THAT'S IT! hahahaha!! tryin out the last few lines thingy for some effect!! the first one was just fun to write.. like REALLY fun!! haha. The second one was thought thru a teensie weensie bit, and the last one was right off my head! HAHA ENJOY!!! :))

REVIVE THIS BLOG BABEH!

CYNNN

A standing entity

2007-07-10T09:09:00.000-07:00

Aspiration is not the battle of 'survival' to be

the Queen Bee.

-Jia Xin

2007-07-09T09:47:00.000-07:00

Sight bites.
Perception bisects; dissects
Clarity tears
It strips, rips
Cuts us in twain; leaves us in vain
Better the murmuring madness
Murky murder
That maims; tames pain
As the snake trainer tames
His own constrictor.

been a while. Raphire here.

rimi natsukawa

2007-06-29T07:55:00.000-07:00

Hey,check out this song by rimi natsukawa=D

---Jia Xin

glomp

2007-06-25T08:49:00.000-07:00

Après l'accalmie

Quietude, the voice of the void.

Of limitless possibilities that was not to be.

Embodiment of the loss of eternity, hereby heralding the beginning of another, fractal of all that exists.

Such terrifying scale, of which aphasics attempt to fulfill, with the relative non-existent matter that it so desires.

An empty space is not in true sense a space, but a designated empty space.
Infinity is not boundless, but held by our perception of infinity.

I hold in my words the definable emptiness. I hold in the date the unspeakable.

victor-y
that was NOT a poem
long break + exams
kwehehehe~

Interesting song from Rozen Maiden :

Kanata kara no REKUIEMU" ("Requiem from Afar")

無意識の海へと　脆く傷付いた躯を沈めた
Muishiki no umi e to, moroku kizutsuita karada wo shizumeta
Into the sea of the unconscious, I sunk my easily wounded body

繰り返す面影に　ただ愛がほしいと願う
Kurikaesu omokage ni, tada ai ga hoshii to negau
To my recurring shadow, I wish that I only desire love

不安定な命に贈る　彼方からの鎮魂歌
Yureugoku na inochi ni okuru, kanata kara no REKUIEMU
Bestowed upon my unstable life, a requiem from afar

美しく残酷な旋律
Utsukushiku zankoku na MERODI
A beautifully cruel melody

永遠に刻まれた　逆の十字に祈りを
Eien ni kizamareta, saka no juuji ni inori wo
A prayer upon an inverted cross, eternally engraved

強すぎる思いは歪みだす
Tsuyosugiru omoi wa yugamidasu
My feelings, too strong, begin to become twisted

…

不確かな未来を宿す　紅い瞳に眠りを
Futashika na mirai wo yadosu, akai hitomi ni nemuri wo
Giving sleep to red eyes, sheltering an uncertain future

楽園へ誘う旋律
Rakuen e izanau MERODI
A melody enticing me to Paradise

伝う術を知らない　心に燈る光を
Tsutau sube wo shiranai, kokoro ni tomoru hikari wo
Not knowing the way forward, a light burns in my heart

密やかに抱いたそのままで
Hisoyaka ni daita sono mama de
Held silently, as it is

(lyrics taken from http://www.rozen-unyu.net/)

Its quite an interesting anime. Might seems a little "kiddish" for some, what with the main theme being about Victorian dolls, but it has a very graceful storyline, deep and splendid characters, and very intriguing messages. The first few episodes might seem uneventful and rather bland though. Hooked even normally sadist and gore-loving people like me.

-Schmier

2007-05-30T14:15:00.000-07:00

wahahah! Raphire here!

2007-05-27T23:45:00.000-07:00

The sea teems and fish swim.

Jostling,jostling,jostling.

Shall I walk or run?

Hey,someone write something,a poem,rant,whatever...

-Jia Xin

lalala.

2007-05-27T20:53:00.000-07:00

Iceberg

A touch of autumn, a taste of winter
Imaged recollections

Still ice

Kaleidoscopic spectrum

Calmed oceans

Splendour suspended

Of an illustrated time

To be watched, admired

And eventually,

forgotten.

The singular leaf

That clings on

Will in time, fly with the wind

victor--y

I'm bored.

-Schmier

2007-05-23T10:31:00.002-07:00

tot from the dot
born in the pot
rotting from a lack of rot
caught up in taut knots
strangled in the cot
born a bonsai
born to try, sigh, cry then die.

more uninspired nihilistic shit.
5 min.
Raphire here.

2007-05-15T06:17:00.000-07:00

Joy is a switch
of the light.Happiness,
your water
---
Joy is your water
Happiness the wind that blows
The water waters,drink,you

2007-05-13T11:35:00.000-07:00

a helping hand.

a mortgage.

a mortal wound

or an immortal doom

take your pick.

im bored. Raphire here.

2007-05-08T08:41:00.000-07:00

a prickly piece of peace.
chorus of coughs across the hall.
sizzling silence.
toxic, caustic panic.
ticks.
slashes that liberate
yet berate.
too late.

yo man! Raphire here. exams. sitting for one and getting the results.
classic 5 min poem.

( ^o^ ) woot

2007-05-08T03:24:00.000-07:00

Peradventure

There was a beginning
There was an end

Of such alacrity

That commands such reticence
And defines our sight
As thus

Shrug free of such bindings
Amidst such indifference
We see again
Staring back at your vestige
Reflected in the blood of your toil
The curious, guileless eyes

Of Pandora

victor--y
Prime time someone posted a new poem or something. Else we'd have to continue to fill up the space with nihilistic stuff or other random whatnot...
Fan service, anyone?

-Schmier

2007-05-04T22:56:00.000-07:00

Hey,check out this photographer on deviantart: http://bright-white-kite.deviantart.com =)

Anonymity

2007-05-04T22:06:00.000-07:00

Do not be afraid. I intrude this blog in peace...

~Anonymous~

Why do we fear the unknown?

Why does it flick the switch of insecurity in us?

Why must we know the identities of the people around us?

A feeling of curiosity...

Or a feeling of having your personal space intruded by a stranger?

Can we accept it as a friendly encounter?

Or do we regard it as harmful intent?

2007-04-30T03:27:00.000-07:00

It will come soon.

I am but a cocoon.

There's no more room.

then

Boom.
Blazing bloom.
pasty mushroom
a heap of ruin
doom
comes the broom.

yay super abstract on caffeine high. Raphire here. Im in school btw. hahahaha

Thrashing trash.

2007-04-28T23:41:00.000-07:00

I am spurned
I crash and burn
become ash in an urn

I learn
take a turn
turn the cap open
come out
but I am still ash.

lol an uninspired moment. so uninspired ive to write another five minute nihilist poem. haahhaah Raphire here.

rain

2007-04-27T17:58:00.000-07:00

Rain

Rain,rain is coming.
Splattering,splattering,
down from the sky.
Rain,
tears
drop.
Look,look.
Look at them...
The defendant sits,
Mrs and Mr Prosecutor
jabbing at her,
words piercing like arrows
through her heart.
The Judge looked.
A child,wearing the invisible armor
held to her will.
Tears,
tears
drop.
And the rain is falling
without ceasing.
My cause is right
but my means were and are
wrong and right,
Mrs and Mr Prosecutor.
The others,the others.
Why me,
your arrows pointing at?
The defendant cannot run,
I cannot run,
as rain continues to fall.
Alone the defendant sits
and her armor waxs and wanes
I will not run,
I will not run.
My Judge,I am your defendant
And my cause is right,
Mrs and Mr Prosecutor.
You see rain
but they are not.
The Sun,the Sun.
He will come out and shine.

My second poem after so long!School has been so hectic...with TKD practice on every Wed and Fri.It is fun and in a way challenging.Yesterday we got to practise our kicks with target boards and for most J1s,our kicks were super weak compared to the J2s.I suck at the front kick(snapping kick) and it didnt help that my knee joints were painful.YUP,the J2s rock!

TKD rocksssssssssssssss=)

haahaa

2007-04-24T05:15:00.000-07:00

A Memory

An azure vista, reflection of sky
Of sublime peaks, and moving
A creature of grace, snow itself living
Glancing with her delicate figure
The wintry air, it parts ever so slightly

The dazzling sheen, the artic chill
Muted, constrained, filtered,
But the lady steps through, permeates thus
Holds thy hand, and wanders
An assembly of wonders, a winter morning

'Tis a window,
That hath been engaged before, not
By mortal orbs, to perceive
The beauty, concealed within,
Or obscured, from previous sight?

By what virtue,
Was my heart, judged
To be deemed, fit
For such cardinal grace?

What choice, else had the sun,
To luminate--thee?

What choice, else had my heart,
To be illuminate--by thine?

victor-y
woot. Non-gloomy poems galore!
-Schmier

2007-04-23T06:54:00.000-07:00

OKAY so farrr we only have 1 or 2 lovey poems.. so in a attempt to spice up our blog.. i'm gonna post 2!! HAHAH. both made below 8 mins!! woot sexness!! hahaha

okay here we go (1st one's real old)

Romeo And...

I watch the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the horizon
You might think I'm losing my mind
But i will stay away from the specifics

I fear for my identity
My whereabouts
Cos then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it has ever been

This is no place to try and live my life

I was positive that unless i got myself together
I would watch me fall apart

I'm ready to be sure of never looking back
Never return to that pathetic past
For who i am
Hates who i've ever been

Romance

My heart goes into hiding at the glimpse of your face
Mind and soul overwhelmed by emotions unexplained
I needed it when i wanted it
And want it when i don't
You have become my addiction

I'm aware of the problem
But feel no need to rid of it
I'm strung out, tied, strangled
I can barely move
But i like it, and it's all because of you

All because of you

Shot in my knees with your mere presence
Broken images become pieces of art
Everything turns beautiful
And it's all because of you

I try and try but my obsession won't let me leave
You're the sweetest drug, bringing me back for more
The world stops, i think of you

I know i should keep my distance for this addiction is not good for me
But even death, sadness, tears, agony turn to Elysium.
Oceanus disappears, Eden revealed
And its all because of you

All because of you

-Cynnn

wootzors thanks vic vic for the theme stealing idea ahahaha

woot

2007-04-22T02:48:00.000-07:00

Prognosticate

Enigmatic you,
Unknowing me.
Thus was the clue
You had in your eyes
When glances last met.
Shimmer of hope? No
Shimmer of longing.
Of knowing--
Foresight.
You told me not
Not only
To worry me not
But of a conviction
A belief
That keeps mortality at bay.
Ah, how irregular
Is the shape of life.
Words incomplete?
Or words concealed?
Strident in your pace
You fought, and won
Perhaps only in your mind--
Yet
In mine too
I am happily with you
Now
Perhaps only in my dreams--
Yet
Perhaps--
In yours too.

victor-y
I first wrote this when my grandfather passed away earlier in February this year. I last saw him in December last year. As he was suffering from terminal lung cancer, I had this premonition that I was not to see him again. Indeed, unfortunately, that was the case.

Quoting a poem from Phillip Larkin,

Next morning I got up and he did not.
The first day after a death, the new absence
Is always the same;

(The subject matter was about a hedgehog. Replaced 'it' with 'he')
haa.

-Schmier

life

2007-04-20T18:54:00.000-07:00

efil
eilf
elfi
life
efil
eifl
elif
life
ilfe
ifle
ielf
life
ilef
ifel
iefl
LIFE
lfie
lfei
lief
life
lefi
leif
life
feli
fiel
flie
life
feil
file
flei
life

Got tkd grading later and I'm getting nervous now.I hope it wont get the better of me.
-Jia Xin

2007-04-20T08:48:00.000-07:00

"Son I shall dress you up
give you a suit of the finest cut
Kick you out of that strut
get you set into shape"

And so his tongue snapped
out like a snake
snipped at my crown
my upthrust mane slapped down
knitting in place a frown
like a needle
flashing as it lashed
slashing me a second mouth
lower down
trailing red string
a crimson stream.

more abstract than my usual.
haha
Raphire here.

lol lol lovey marriage thingy

2007-04-17T06:21:00.000-07:00

Unreachable

Alas, but the screen
Origin of many past

Veil eden beyond

Crystal delight

Touchless? Aye

Screen of Oceanus
Lucifer's shroud

victor-y!
The bane, the pain
Society dictates.
(poem ends at victor)
da da dum.
5 min poem crusades!
-Schmier

Poem..this time by Lewis Carroll

2007-04-17T06:14:00.000-07:00

Epilogue to Looking Glass

A BOAT, beneath a sunny sky
Lingering onward dreamily
In an evening of July --

Children three that nestle near,
Eager eye and willing ear
Pleased a simple tale to hear --

Long has paled that sunny sky:
Echoes fade and memories die:
Autumn frosts have slain July.

Still she haunts me, phantomwise
Alice moving under skies
Never seen by waking eyes.

Children yet, the tale to hear,
Eager eye and willing ear,
Lovingly shall nestle near.

In a Wonderland they lie,
Dreaming as the days go by,
Dreaming as the summers die:

Ever drifting down the stream --
Lingering in the golden gleam --
Life what is it but a dream?

A different take...a sort of closure to the Alice in Wonderland story by the author himself. i kind of like the simple descriptions after those DARK sylvia plath poems

prabu

2007-04-17T05:01:00.000-07:00

MY TURNNN!!!

Solace in Roses

X in my blood,
Adrenaline through my veins.
Emotions run wild,
Forcing heart over brain.

So deeply i see into your eyes,
And take in every bit of your smile.
A tsunami so delicate
Rushes all over me, my heart yells.

But thy mind peeks into thy sight,
Flashing out every fragment of conscience.
Thy comes to terms with impossibilty,
To gain an ounce of thou's true love.

Raging beasts rattle my emotions,
Tearing off bits of my heart.
Why that Serpent's strangle on Juliet,
Is a twisted work of art.

I seek solace in the roses,
The one thing that romances from the earth.
And tied down by thee poisonous thorns,
Reaching out, crying for one's impossible love.

BLAHHHHHH TOOK 6 MINS!!! DAMMMMMMMMM one min over time! GRRR try tmw again! bwahahahahhaha

-CYNNN

2007-04-17T04:35:00.000-07:00

another instant poem......

one
two
three go!

eat the forbidden fruit
feel the fresh rush
bash through the bush
old goes into the trash
the new you

spit out the seeds
feed those at your feet
kick those who make you bleed
your greed is your need

Raphire here.

painnn

2007-04-16T07:12:00.000-07:00

The Deaf Blind

Dost the words tender thy ears?
Dost the view grace thy sight?
How frail--
Is the man,
Whom ill-bounded gifts, receive.

Yet as thus, a bliss
To hear, to see, not.

The forest of whispers
The mirage-d light
The innocent thistle
Life's folly delights

The edge of horizon
The cloud-banked peak
The vestige of space
Infinite greed

A bliss,
To hear, to see, not.

Ere' is a man
Whom commons, simples, satisfy.

victor-y!
To live out a day as the first and last in our life.
To start afresh each time the solar hours glance upon the edges of the horizon.
To fulfill your purpose with no lasting regrets at the end of day.
That is living life to the fullest.
How would it be if we began life every dawn and lay down to die every dusk?
To not know of the morrow and expectations of the future?
To strive to our very best as there is no procrastination, no excuses upon which our human weakness can fester?
To bloom, spectacularly, and to end, the theatrical.

-Schmier

yikes

2007-04-16T04:20:00.000-07:00

ok
so i shall compose a poem on the spot.

here goes

tumbling tikes on a sugar high
burning bright as a firefly
they climb, blind, up so very high
pilfering candies on the sly
there's a hole in the ceiling!

yay.
Raphire here.

Hey, pR0n is good. lol

i cant believe this!

2007-04-15T07:38:00.000-07:00

I cant believe this!This American girl sent me a msg through friendster,telling me to check out her profile on this porn site!!!She didnt say that directly but she put a link and I clicked to see where it linked to.I mean what the,I dont even log onto friendster often and I dont know her.AHHHHH.

What do you guys think?
I mean why?
-Jia Xin

listen. feel. cry.

2007-04-15T02:55:00.000-07:00

yo peeps. listenin to this song "runaway love" by ludacris and mary j.blige. i was listening and the lyrics touched me.. felt that you guys shld check this song out ((:

-CYNNN

lala

2007-04-13T08:29:00.000-07:00

YOU NEED MORE FAITH TO BE AN ATHEIST THAN ANY OTHER RELIGION!

views on this ppl!! taggg bwahahahahha

-CYNNN

2007-04-13T04:34:00.000-07:00

Responsibility can be harder to face than slavery.
The reason why BDSM exists?

Raphire here.

im bored as shit.

and no

, i cant write poems now.

2007-04-12T06:33:00.000-07:00

What do I have to do
with the troubled girl?
Lots,
maybe not.
Sticks,the Dick.
Red apple,
Eve?
Throw me sticks,lollipops,
ice-cream cones and sweet ice-sticks.
Objects!
Objects I care not for.

Your blood became a book I read,
calling to the red within me;
should I be a sponge?
Our fathers wore the suit,
my old father I hope has died.
Calling to the red within me,
invoking my memories.
I step into the Time-Machine,
shuttling back and forth,
back and forth.

What do I have to do with
you,
troubled girl?
What shall we do;
has your pain been appeased,
the boiling cooled?
I think,
therefore I am.

Its not dark actually...
Btw,watch Debu Note (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M_fhKGXrf_Q) on youtube!^^
-Jia Xin

Twilight's Elysium

2007-04-12T05:15:00.000-07:00

Twilight's Elysium

My head doth a halo of dreams adorn
Limbo of dusk, to dawn
O crimson sceptre,
How much doth thy sight delight!
Pacific vicissitude
Boundless beyond sight
For t'was, the night of nights
The endless end.

Random poem of a day.Hola.
Try tennis in the rain someday.It's spectacular, and horrendously hard. Plus you can perform killer drop shots. Haha.

-schmier

The Crying Masquerade

2007-04-11T09:45:00.000-07:00

The Crying Masquerade

Hear the bells boom in monotone.
Your subconsciousness forces a smile,
But tears ignore flesh and drip into your heart.
Alas,
Time is right for prancing funerals once more.

some random poem.. i got bored and felt emo.. so.. lol

-CYNNN

First time posting

2007-04-10T05:37:00.000-07:00

this is my first time posting...so bear with me. it was an okay day today i guess. we had the dreaded pride and prejudice test and i just passed which is not a good thing. but considering that i hadnt finished the book, it is okay. ahh!!! tearing my hair out for PI which must be submitted on thursday btw.

prabu

2007-04-10T03:25:00.000-07:00

So it's my turn huh.
I lament that I have nothing to write.
My life-- i can't remember anything notable about it.
This is so unnerving.
Help.
My life is interesting enough to me, but not anyone else.
Like it should be?
Perhaps.
Okay. My Day.

woke up
bathed
changed
went to school
assembled
proceeded to art room to do econs
lessons
lessons
more lessons
slept through pw
drew a sketchy portrait of the math teacher while whispering "stay still"
waited
in art room writing up a list of things i have yet to do and would need to do
appalled by its length
astounded by its triviality
bored
pe
tug of war
went home
felt horny briefly
felt bored
now.

lala

2007-04-09T08:26:00.000-07:00

My crotch hurts. i hate abrasion

-CYNNN

Mondaymondaymonday

2007-04-09T07:43:00.000-07:00

bleh.if theres maths tommorrow i'll shoot myself.

damm

arhaha.no gun.

nvm.improvise.

ouch

that hurt.

pe was fun.rugby....errr we just poked ppl as they ran towards us.then they'll trip.somehow.maybe samurai suits give us power.haa.
hmm.cynric wrote a poem today.woo.titled void. ( guess who came up with the title)
but it was so john keat-ish i thought that he ripped it outta one of jk's poems.arrhh well,there were random shifting images present so i'd give him credit for the pure randomness.hurrah.
pride and prejudice test thingy tmr.blahh.guess what,they didn't have cool/weird/lame pick up phrases in those days.amazing,eh?considering the number of verbal instead of physical relations they have with each other.wellll perhaps the more physical modern society is what led to the creation of such stuff.meh.anywayy.found this new way to keep you awake.
1) place an inkless pen tip against ur hand
2)lean ur head on it LIGHTLY
3)try not to puncture yourself with your pen
alternatively you could use a pen that still has ink.more incentive not to puncture yourself for fear of somehow poisoning yourself.especially gel based and oil based ink.woo.or you could stick a syringe and needle filled with potassium permaganate and try not to inject yourself.its actually pretty harmlesss,just has a scary name and is blue.and might just turn your blood blue too.cool.haa.

-Schmier....again
someone else write something.

A.I. rocks

2007-04-09T07:37:00.000-07:00

The movie 'Artificial Intelligence' rocks!
I watched it last night;my first time even though the movie has been out for years.
Watching AI made me think abt I,Robot but I prefer AI,because there,the characters are more humanised,especially for David.He's the robot boy,different from the rest as he was created to feel and think like a human,a child,and he can love.The story is touching but without being corny,at least to me lah=)

I really couldnt stand the way the humans treated the mecha.They had this makeshift stadium and spectators would take part in seeing them being destroyed in different ways: acid, firing them from cannons and so on,all at the 'vote' of the people.Not that I really sympathise with all of the mecha there but some really behaved like humans;a nanny robot consoled and encouraged David,holding his hand...while the others were rattling away,saying that they were still of use and so on.

If one day(which I think will not be too far away),people are to come up with robots with logic,an average intelligence,able to feel,a preset personality and a body like that of a human's(ok the body doesnt really matter),arent they so like humans,though yes,they are not real humans?If I ever get to meet and interact with one in my lifetime,I wouldnt bear to destroy them,because they are so real to me that I may begin to think their thinking and feelings are independent,not because of any preset conditions...And about clones,if I ever got a choice whether or not I want to clone myself,I will say No.If my clone looks exactly like me,and has the same(if more or less) views about issues and things and,psychologically and emotionally reacts in more or less the same way as I would have,isnt her worth and value as a human being equal to mine?

Some years ago,I had this crazy thought that if I could,I would get a clone of myself and I would order her around to do whatever things I want her to.As though we are 2 diff people.Even following me around everyday,as I give her orders,like a 2nd class human being.That was what I thought.But now,thinking about it,wouldnt my treatment of her say that she isnt a real human and thus strictly speaking,not a human?Or at most,a 2nd class human?

Just because she isnt the original copy of me,her value as a single and unique entity isnt equal to mine?Or she cant even be counted as a unique entity?
And what gives me power over her,that I can order her around and choose for her what she will do in her life?

Ya...these are all my thoughts regarding my clone if I were to have one now.But no thanks!
No clone of Jia Xin!

Last of all,AI rocks=D
Oh ya,I'm rational.

boring talk by bored people.

2007-04-07T05:43:00.000-07:00

Boring talk by bored people.

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. said:
whoo

~_~ said:
i still lack a story to tell in the pics though

~_~ said:
not much meaning to 'em

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. said:
use silhouettes

~_~ said:
they get boring after awhile

~_~ said:
haha

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. said:
http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/16978662/

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. said:
http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/18906689/

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (7:50 PM):
http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/51124658/?qo=3&q=by%3Ademenore&qh=sort%3Atime+-in%3Ascraps

~_~ says (7:52 PM):
hola

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (7:53 PM):
i love it

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (7:53 PM):
what do you think asbot the new stuff on the blog

~_~ says (7:54 PM):
it dances!

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (7:54 PM):
lol

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:02 PM):
well

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:02 PM):
every marriage is different and anyone knows that

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:02 PM):
diff problem diff solution

~_~ says (8:03 PM):
seemed general

~_~ says (8:06 PM):
of course there are many many types of marriages

~_~ says (8:06 PM):
but divorce as being shunned as a social norm?

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:07 PM):
shunning different things is irrational, unless its detrimental

~_~ says (8:07 PM):
as mentioned,people are irrational

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:08 PM):
so why bre irrational

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:08 PM):
get rid of all irrationality!

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:09 PM):
arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh

~_~ says (8:09 PM):
thats an irrational thought

~_~ says (8:09 PM):
hahaha

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:09 PM):
no its not

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:09 PM):
its may not be possible, but it still can be striven for

~_~ says (8:10 PM):
but you mentioned it in the absolute, and thats irrational. also w/o irrationality, there wouldn't be competition in life

~_~ says (8:10 PM):
wee

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:11 PM):
yeah

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:11 PM):
but why stop going for it

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:11 PM):
there still skill to consider

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:11 PM):
when evryone is perfectlyt rational

~_~ says (8:12 PM):
then its rational to strive for the abolism of irrationality

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:12 PM):
there are still lousy and good people

~_~ says (8:12 PM):
but technically they are still all equal

~_~ says (8:12 PM):
but only in different fields

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:12 PM):
nope

~_~ says (8:12 PM):
nono?

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:13 PM):
why would they be equal

~_~ says (8:13 PM):
in gaming terms

~_~ says (8:13 PM):
everyone has an equal amount of skill points

~_~ says (8:13 PM):
and status points

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:13 PM):
lool

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:13 PM):
not in this world

~_~ says (8:13 PM):
meh?

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:14 PM):
too much vqariety

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:14 PM):
you may have the same amount of stats as me

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:14 PM):
but you have far more in strength

~_~ says (8:14 PM):
but if everyone was perfectly rational, they would utilize their skills and stats to their fullest potential

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:14 PM):
there are dumb people too

~_~ says (8:14 PM):
dumb but rational

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:14 PM):
and whats bad about that

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:16 PM):
yeah

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:16 PM):
you can be dumb but rational

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:17 PM):
i may not know what e=mc squared is but i know i wont jump off a building

~_~ says (8:18 PM):
hmm so even dumb ppl would maximise their efficiency that way?

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:18 PM):
although rationality is a part of intelligence

~_~ says (8:18 PM):
since they are so rational

~_~ says (8:18 PM):
actually rationality is relative

~_~ says (8:18 PM):
aaargh

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:18 PM):
it is not totally so

~_~ says (8:19 PM):
now that just throws a spanner into the works

~_~ says (8:19 PM):
hmm lets say

~_~ says (8:19 PM):
in a cold country, you would want to spend more income on warmth providing equipment

~_~ says (8:19 PM):
in a warm one its the opposite

~_~ says (8:19 PM):
the rationality is different

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:19 PM
):
erm

~_~ says (8:20 PM):
hola

~_~ says (8:20 PM):
but in warm places you wouldn't need to spend as much as in cold countries on temperature regulation

~_~ says (8:21 PM):
...

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:21 PM):
isnt that apparent

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:21 PM):
whata re you getting at

~_~ says (8:21 PM):
so ppl in warm places would see the expenses of ppl in cold places as irrational

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:21 PM):
nope

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:22 PM):
people want to live in comfort

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:22 PM):
every human survives optimally at a certain temp

~_~ says (8:22 PM):
actually what constitutes rationality

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:22 PM):
every one's just trying to get closer to that

~_~ says (8:23 PM):
if everyone were rational,would they strive to promote the economy or attain the highest level of standard of living for themselves

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:23 PM):
and

~_~ says (8:23 PM):
for if the economy were promoted they'll benefit too

~_~ says (8:23 PM):
which leads to higher sol

~_~ says (8:23 PM):
so in essence

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:23 PM):
yeah which is why we should try to attain total rationality

~_~ says (8:24 PM):
ppl would live on the brink of discomfort to continously attain greater gains in society

~_~ says (8:24 PM):
loll

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:25 PM):
but if you were rational youd know that you have to stop to smell the flowers sometime

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:25 PM):
working thoeoughout your life just aint rational, really

~_~ says (8:25 PM):
but what if ur rationale was that your offspring would enjoy the benefits?

~_~ says (8:26 PM):
its rational for parents to try to provide for their children to the point of discomfort

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:26 PM):
that, i think, is irraational

~_~ says (8:26 PM):
yea

~_~ says (8:26 PM):
actually it is

~_~ says (8:26 PM):
@_@

~_~ says (8:26 PM):
ehahaha

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:26 PM):
why would you want your offspring to enjoy all the benefits and you none.

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:27 PM):
the no beneficiary thing again

~_~ says (8:27 PM):
cos then they'll live in a better environment and become better people and thus promote the society more?

~_~ says (8:27 PM):
and we'd all evolve

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:27 PM):
maybe

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:27 PM):
but i believe in self interest

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:27 PM):
to hell with the commie crap

~_~ says (8:28 PM):
haha

~_~ says (8:28 PM):
but in theory a perfect socialist state would be the most efficient

~_~ says (8:28 PM):
hence if i were a commie i would see ur thinking as irrational and you will see mine as irrational

~_~ says (8:28 PM):
hence rationality is relative

~_~ says (8:28 PM):
hhaha

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:29 PM):
but who has the true rationality

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:29 PM):
me!

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:29 PM):
commies will die long term

~_~ says (8:29 PM):
but i am too truly rational

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:29 PM):
like n korea

~_~ says (8:29 PM):
commie died cos ppl were irrational

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:29 PM):
a whole nation bargaining for just a meagre 22 mil
~_~ says (8:30 PM):
cos there were other relatively irrational states out there
http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:31 PM):
do you seriously think their ideology can work in practice
~_~ says (8:32 PM):
meh
~_~ says (8:32 PM):
human nature defies us all
http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:32 PM):
like sayinf if we all had wings, life would be more convenient. damn humans why dont they have wings
~_~ says (8:33 PM):
imprefections are what cause us to strive to improve
http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:33 PM):
yeah, but imperfections still have to be avoided
~_~ says (8:33 PM):
what if we all had great physical strength and impenetrable skin?
~_~ says (8:33 PM):
we'd all be elephants
http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:33 PM):
if we have too many of them
http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:33 PM):
we'd be dead
http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:34 PM):
and nothing will remain for us to bimprove
http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:34 PM):
lol
~_~ says (8:34 PM):
we'd be this great omnipotent species
~_~ says (8:34 PM):
that floats around w/o purpose or end
~_~ says (8:34 PM):
haa
http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:34 PM):
lol
http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:34 PM):
our purpose cant be comprehended
~_~ says (8:35 PM):
shinigami-->
http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:35 PM):
so ill just make one up
~_~ says (8:35 PM):
float around and drop books for ppl to write in
http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:35 PM):
to keep myself happy is my purpose
http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:35 PM):
lol
http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:35 PM):
no point thinking so much about the purpose
~_~ says (8:35 PM):
to achieve true knowledge is mind
~_~ says (8:35 PM):
loll
~_~ says (8:35 PM):
mine*
~_~ says (8:35 PM):
trueee
~_~ says (8:35 PM):
whats true anw
~_~ says (8:36 PM):
nvm
~_~ says (8:36 PM):
to succeed is my purpose
http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:36 PM):
true knowledge cannot be found if you're a relativist cos youd just think your true knowledge may not be true after all
~_~ says (8:36 PM):
yea
~_~ says (8:36 PM):
haaa
~_~ says (8:37 PM):
what i seek is what will shatter all my views
http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:37 PM):
so technically only objectivists can succeed
http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:37 PM):
ahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahhahahahhahaahhahahaha
http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:37 PM):
ahhahahahahahahhahahhahahhahajaahahhahah
http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:37 PM):
aahahhahahahhahahhaha
http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:37 PM):
aahhaha
http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:37 PM):
ahah
http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:37 PM):
aaha
http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:37 PM):
ja
http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:37 PM):
ha
http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:37 PM):
h
~_~ says (8:37 PM):
wuhaha
~_~ says (8:37 PM):
lay off the caffeine
~_~ says (8:37 PM):
~~
http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:37 PM):
lolly
~_~ says (8:38 PM):
heyy lets paste that conversation in the blog
http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:38 PM):
why nott
http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:38 PM):
weee
~_~ says (8:38 PM):
whee
~_~ says (8:38 PM):
so where do i start
~_~ says (8:38 PM):
erhhrrm
http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:39 PM):
start at the very beginning
http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:39 PM):
end here
http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:39 PM):
its more candod
http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:39 PM):
candid
http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:39 PM):
include the spelling errors ahahahaha
http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:40 PM):
do it!
~_~ says (8:40 PM):
i'll end at lolly
http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:40 PM):
i gotta eat dinner
http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. says (8:40 PM):
no end here
~_~ says (8:40 PM):
lolly

http://raphire.deviantart.com/gallery/ Forged in blood and fire, borne of wrath and ire. - Raphire
~_~ - Schmier

damn im too lazy to do the rest

ideas streaming in

2007-04-07T00:43:00.000-07:00

Some people think divorce is a way of liberating oneself from pain,betrayal and disappointments suffered in a marriage but is it surely liberation?Is it a way to heal oneself?
And is divorce the only way of liberation and that those who dont are losers or cowards?

Yup,so sometimes I get quite fed-up with feminism,feminists and women's lib.Being strong doesnt equal or neccessarily mean you take the 'obvious' solution or route.

Jia Xin

Raphire

2007-04-06T07:55:00.000-07:00

I rage in my cage.
With my pen i slash this page.

I screech for release.
I am a beast on a leash.

I writh in my wrath.
I am fire in a bath.

I cry in ire.
As I begin to tire.

That's me, the third poster on this blog. visit my site at http://raphire.deviantart.com/

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2007-04-05T09:36:00.000-07:00

Dost not the brain only seek to rhyme
With rhythm and beat, with thine?
Dost not my being
Only strive to finish
What had begun, as mine?
Is not our price of salvation
That of snow falling to the earth?
For in Life's many endless traps
Do we flounder, yet despair
For the eventual end of time?

someoneeee.post something.
-Schmier

our blog

2007-04-02T08:24:00.000-07:00

Cheers,we got this blog!
For now its Victor and me writing but we hope to see others joining in=)

Now we have Yik Seng and Prabu joining us.Yay=D
I like the colours of the blogskin,but the words at the side are...
Hah never mind,we will see how.

Psychomantium of the mind; To see, to write.

Dreams & Truth

saded

wootzers

LATEST

The fireplace

Bridges

Autumn leaves

REVIVAL!!!

A standing entity

rimi natsukawa

glomp

lalala.

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Anonymity

Thrashing trash.

rain

haahaa

woot

life

lol lol lovey marriage thingy

Poem..this time by Lewis Carroll

painnn

yikes

i cant believe this!

listen. feel. cry.

lala

Twilight's Elysium

The Crying Masquerade

First time posting

lala

Mondaymondaymonday

A.I. rocks

boring talk by bored people.

ideas streaming in

Raphire

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our blog

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